GOODBYE

so im off in 5 days time, how do i feel about?
i wish i knew, im excited, im scared, im worried, and somewhat stressed. but yes this is something i want, i have never doubted it. I know that this is a part of what ever it is that God has planed for my life, this is a part of it. and probebly a big part. at least it feels like it at the moment. im worried yes, but not to much, i know God will always be there with me and he will not put me up against anything im not ready or able to face, with his help.
scared yeah, im scared that my language skills are gonna be good enough and when i get there on Sunday im not gonna understand a word of whats being said to me. but it will come, if i understand everything at the start it wouldnt be as big a chalange for me and i wouldnt grow as much from the experiance.

so yeah ive said goodbye to alot of people in the last few days and there will be a lot more in the comming days.

so to you all, thankyou for your suport in this, thankyou for loving me and letting me know that you will be there for me, even when im half way round the world, and that your prayers are with me, it means alot.